How I wish I had never become interested in politics, because that’s when I started changing. I’m pretty sure that those of you, who have known me since way back, have noticed the drastic change, also. I use to be so happy go lucky, silly and sometime pretty obnoxiously naughty. I want to do all the fun things I use to do; stuff like inviting my friends over for my famously delicious chili con queso dip and Margaritas. I want to play Monopoly with them again. I want to sing again to them,
“I love myself, I think I’m grand, I go to the movies and hold my hand.
I put my hand upon my knee! If I get fresh I slap my face!”
How I miss ME!
I don’t want to try and learn anymore. I want to PRETEND that is country is a democratic country run by people who are intelligent, truthful and caring. I want to PRETEND that our vote matters more than all the money in the world. I just want to remain stupid! I want to be happy again! I want to start sharing with you the sometimes insane things that happen in my life. I want to share Grandpa, my animals, how this bitch of a neighbor hates me. How I’m sure she and I will someday get into some serious cat fight! Can hardly wait! Heh heh I want to share some new experiences with my shadow people. No! I'm not crazy! Ask fourcorners who happens to be an expert at ghosts and shadow people!
I’ve always had problems sleeping. It’s gotten worse. The night before last, I didn’t sleep at all. Last night I slept for only a couple of hours. I’m having
sad and strange dreams which I can’t recall at all when I wake up. I just know I carry a strange feeling from them the whole day through.
I still love President Obama and I always will.
I still despise the GOP and I always will.
By and by, El Paso, Texas has reached the brim of the cesspool when it comes to corruption. I am so disgusted!