Playgirl's Mechanical World (playgirl) wrote,
Playgirl's Mechanical World

I want to pretend!

I don't remember Bush running for president, much less him winning. I had never given a damn about politics; that is until 2008 when I actually went and cast my vote for the very first time in my life. I didn’t know much about politics then, and I still don’t know much about politics now. The only thing I learned along the way was that most politicians no matter if they’re at city level or all the way at the top; don’t have an ounce of scruples or integrity. Most and truly don’t give a damn about you, me, or this country. The only thing they care about is to gain fame and fortune; so much so that I’m positive most have sold America and their soul to the devil. I don’t think I’ll be voting this year. How can my miserable little vote stand a chance with the mega millionaire$$$ and billionaire$$$! I’m so disillusioned and dismayed!

How I wish I had never become interested in politics, because that’s when I started changing. I’m pretty sure that those of you, who have known me since way back, have noticed the drastic change, also. I use to be so happy go lucky, silly and sometime pretty obnoxiously naughty. I want to do all the fun things I use to do; stuff like inviting my friends over for my famously delicious chili con queso dip and Margaritas. I want to play Monopoly with them again. I want to sing again to them,

“I love myself, I think I’m grand, I go to the movies and hold my hand.
I put my hand upon my knee! If I get fresh I slap my face!”
How I miss ME!

I don’t want to try and learn anymore. I want to PRETEND that is country is a democratic country run by people who are intelligent, truthful and caring. I want to PRETEND that our vote matters more than all the money in the world. I just want to remain stupid! I want to be happy again! I want to start sharing with you the sometimes insane things that happen in my life. I want to share Grandpa, my animals, how this bitch of a neighbor hates me. How I’m sure she and I will someday get into some serious cat fight! Can hardly wait! Heh heh I want to share some new experiences with my shadow people. No! I'm not crazy! Ask [info]fourcorners who happens to be an expert at ghosts and shadow people!

I’ve always had problems sleeping. It’s gotten worse. The night before last, I didn’t sleep at all. Last night I slept for only a couple of hours. I’m having
sad and strange dreams which I can’t recall at all when I wake up. I just know I carry a strange feeling from them the whole day through.

I still love President Obama and I always will.
I still despise the GOP and I always will.

By and by, El Paso, Texas has reached the brim of the cesspool when it comes to corruption. I am so disgusted!
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