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Playgirl at Lake Havasu

To all of those who left a comment in my prior FRIENDS ONLY post, I want to thank you!


It isn’t so much that I’m a very good person, in fact, I’m pretty bad, but I do have a deep compassion for certain groups of people that most don’t. I could very well focus my attention on other causes, causes such as children with Cancer as an example, but I realize I’m not really needed there, because there are so very many wonderful people who volunteer their time and money to causes such as these.

I focus my attention on the homeless, the animals, SOMETIMES the forgotten elderly in nursing homes, and those countless people in prisons. I do thank God that there are many animal lovers like myself, but there just isn’t too many who care about the other groups of people.

Many of you know that I have domains of an adult nature, and I’m sure you often times raise an eyebrow when I make posts about my compassion for my causes in life. I’m sure some of you have judgmental feelings towards me when I post pictures of the many churches I visit, and then the next day or two, I’ll make naughty posts with some provocative picture. Although, I am definitely as naughty as can be, I do believe in Jesus Christ. I believe He isn’t too happy with me for having my adult domains, but I do believe He looks kindly on me sometimes, because He really helps me make more than enough money to attend to my needs and grandpa’s, who was once a homeless man I picked up off the streets and brought home with me to live forever. I would like to take this opportunity to make something very clear about Grandpa. He is a man close to 70 years old, who is as close to an angel as I’ve ever encountered. There is absolutely nothing sexual in our relationship as has been hinted by a couple, and I’ll go so far as to say that I honest to God believe he’s still a virgin! If those of you who weren’t my LJ friend when I made the post about my first encounter with Grandpa, you can find the information, along with his pictures here:

How I Found Grandpa

Pictures of Grandpa - Before & After

Pictures of Grandpa & His New Life With Playgirl

The Lord helps me make enough money through my RESPECTABLE real job, and my ADULT domains for me to help those causes I fervently believe in. Besides, to be quite frank, I could care a horse’s ass what some people think of me in REAL life and the internet!

More than half of you, my LJ friends, don’t know my history, and may be asking yourselves that if I had been a victim of crime, I wouldn’t feel so much compassion for our prisoners, but what most of you don’t know is that I HAVE personally experienced VIOLENT crime as a child.

There are some types of crimes committed by criminals that I have no compassion for, and in fact, loathe them. I believe that those who are proven guilty for committing crimes against children should be castrated, and then raped by every singe inmate in the prison until they ripe his anus to shreds. I despise cowardly terrorists and violent gang members. Criminals such as Susan Smith, Richard Speck, Berkowitz, Scott Peterson, Leslie Van Houten, Atkins, Krenwinkel, Manson, the bastard who buried that little girl alive, and the list goes on. I believe these people should rot in prison until the day they die, and then go directly to hell. As you can see, my heart is filled with compassion and mercy, but it is also filled with great hatred that goes beyond the norm. If I were really a good person, I wouldn’t have these terrible feelings about those I’ve mention.

Although, I despise these groups of beasts, I’m totally against the death penalty, and nothing anyone says will ever change my mind. I believe prison is a hell hole, and these types of criminals pay much more dearly, than being put to death. Death is just too easy an escape from punishment. Another reason I’m TOTALLY against the death penalty is because I know there are a handful on death row that are innocent.

I know for a fact that our prisons are filled with the most dangerously vile criminals, criminals who will never change, but then, there are many who regret with all their heart the terrible mistake, or wrong choice they took for landing them in prison. I believe these prisoners deserve a 2nd chance in life!

I will soon do a big detailed write up about the lives of Texas 7, and how they managed to escape from prison. That post will also be FRIENDS ONLY. My list has barely grown to about 60 that I’ll soon be deleting from my FList!

Oh! And I haven’t forgotten to post a couple of pictures from the Playboy Mansion! That was taken of me at Lake Havasu in Arizona, and will soon post some pics of many of my friends dressed in respectable swimwear, along with pics I of some very sexy woman wearing the TINIEST bikini’s in the world! See! I often times replace my halo with little horns! Heh heh

Playgirl's Befitting Quote For Today:

"Perhaps no phenomenon contains so much destructive
feeling as "moral indignation," which permits envy
or hate to be acted out under the guise of virtue."
- Erich Fromm

Playgirl's Tropicales

Join The NRA

"The Right Of The People To Keep and
Bear Arms, Shall Not Be infringed."


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Nov. 13th, 2007 10:25 pm (UTC)
you are such a piece of ASS.
Nov. 14th, 2007 01:19 am (UTC)
Oh my! I am, huh?! heh heh
Re: huh - hr_fuknstuf - Nov. 14th, 2007 02:25 am (UTC) - Expand
Re: huh - playgirl - Nov. 14th, 2007 04:07 am (UTC) - Expand
Nov. 13th, 2007 10:30 pm (UTC)
Compassion for a stranger is a rare trait. Rarer still is someone who is willing to take the blind leap and show that compassion.

You strike me as a bit of an idealist. It explains nicely how you can have such strong feelings as both an angel and a devil.
Nov. 14th, 2007 04:25 am (UTC)
I'd never thought of myself as an idealist, but perhaps you're right. Only problem is, I'm often times more devilish than angelic! :o)

I believe the most tragic thing in life is when a person doesn't have a drop of compassion for those in pain.
Re: idealist - dolston - Nov. 14th, 2007 07:51 am (UTC) - Expand
Nov. 13th, 2007 10:31 pm (UTC)
I see you. You're not fooling me. You come out from under there right now!
Nov. 14th, 2007 01:18 am (UTC)
Peekaboo! :o)
Re: Peekaboo - evilgrins - Nov. 18th, 2007 06:24 pm (UTC) - Expand
Nov. 13th, 2007 10:35 pm (UTC)
I think you are a human being: a thinking, feeling, reasoning human being.

You do good things for people that most of society gives up on.
You do good things for animals that most of society gives up on.

Yes you may have anger and hatred and a thirst for revenge--be appalled at the real violence and cruelty that exists in the world--you are not blind to it and you are not immune to it.

You have and you act upon your goodness as it is the most positive side and the side with which you can do the most for others. You may not be made a saint in your life time, but you are certainly a saint of sorts and a lifeline to all those cats and puppies, to Grandpa, to your friend who has done his time and is now trying to make the best of the circumstances left to him as a convicted felon. A circumstance made just a small bit easier because of your generosity.

That's no small thing, sweetie.

And I thank you for that.

Nov. 16th, 2007 10:54 pm (UTC)
I have experienced some pretty harsh words from people throughout the web that I suppose have affected me a little, but that’s to be expected for having websites that some people find offensive. I must pay the price. Although, a minute amount has come from LJ, I do realize that I am very lucky to have so many on my FList who are very special and open-minded people. I also realize that with time, I’ll have to work on some negative feelings I have for certain types of criminals.

Thank you so much for you very kind words. They have come from an incredibly beautiful and intelligent woman who I have come to admire so much! Thank you for being my LJ friend!
Nov. 13th, 2007 10:44 pm (UTC)
Speaking of your "respectable job", you still
haven't told us about it. I'd like to know what field you're in.
Nov. 14th, 2007 01:13 am (UTC)
internet slut
My real life job calls for a secret and confidential clearance, and the proficiency of military terminology, of which I possess.

My internet job calls for an internet slut, of which I am.
Re: internet slut - lilspanker - Nov. 14th, 2007 08:08 am (UTC) - Expand
Re: internet slut - playgirl - Nov. 18th, 2007 05:35 pm (UTC) - Expand
Nov. 13th, 2007 10:48 pm (UTC)
This may be a silly question, but is that you in the photo at the top?
Nov. 14th, 2007 01:17 am (UTC)
silly question
That's not a silly question at all! Yes, that's me in the pic. :o)
Re: silly question - jason_bond_69 - Nov. 15th, 2007 09:16 pm (UTC) - Expand
Re: silly question - playgirl - Nov. 16th, 2007 06:33 pm (UTC) - Expand
Nov. 13th, 2007 11:17 pm (UTC)
Hello sweetness. I have not read the other post as I have been gardening. It is spring here and I am quite behind in my planting. I am not allowed to bend over, twist, or stay in any one position more than 10 minutes so it makes it kinda tough.

Anyway, I did want to say "A pox on those who questioned your ethics and moralities" Who of us could cast that first stone? Certainly not me. I'm no angel, but I'm a pretty good person.

I am a social worker. I work three days a week in the city for homeless women. Many people look at me and say, "Uh yea. They need to knuckle down and get a job and then they will get off the fucking streets" No kidding.

The primary causes of homelessness are Domestic Violence, poverty, mental illness, drug and alcohol addiction and the breakdown of the family unit. Not simply being an unemployed lazy person. I hate it when people say that but those are the ones that I have quit trying to educate.

In your post above you seemed as if you were trying to defend yourself. Sweetheart, in my opinion, we need more people like you, not less. You surely saved Grandpa from a life of being rolled on the streets, hunger and cold. You save innocent kittens and not only do you take good care of them, you get them altered, veterinary care and love each of them, disabled or perfect.
{We are all a bit disabled in this crazed world, no?}

To me, these show you as a person that at least cares enough to try. I have admired you so much and that is why I asked to be your friennd so long ago here on live journal.

Above in my icon is a photo my daughter took of me one night. She then photoshopped it in front of a dumpster for a silly icon as a surprise.

I normally sub but a friend of mine was doing a scene and needed some back-up. I did not have to do anything but be another 'warm body' in the room. {She runs an online, credit/bank card Dominatrix business out of the basement/dungeon of her home.}

Does this make me a bad person? Nope. It was fun and hurt nobody. Am I not fit to have been a teacher of second grade student for years because of my 'other interests' including having a butch as a life partner? I don't think so. I was an excellent teacher and it was a perfect job for a mother with a child in school. Now I am a very good social worker that actually cares very deeply for my electic client base. I know where to send them to get their hair and nails very professionally done at a beauty school for free if they have a job interview or are looking for housing. My dumpster diving and trolling of op shoppes {thrift stores} have shown me first hand how to get good deals on everything from cookbooks to furniture.

I never feel I have to defend myself, honey. {Perhaps I have done so a bit here} I think that you should not either. You are a true and loving friend to those that know you personally. You also have been nothing but kind to me, and I assume others that read your journal.

I am Jewish but I see this Jesus as a prophet such as the Buddah. Perhaps he was Mosiach {Messiah} I only know that I have read the Christian-Greek scriptures and one of his primary messages was forgiveness, helping ones brother and being a decent human being. You do those things.

The word Christian, to me, means to be 'Christ-like' It is not showing up at church, singing a few songs and going home. It is how you act and try to act that seems to count. We are all in this tough world together and it is obvious that Jesus walked on many of those same roads as we do today. I reckon we just have to try our guts out.

You are one of my favorite LJ friends, honey. Please never changed unless you decide you want to make a change for your own self.

Nov. 14th, 2007 06:59 pm (UTC)
I won't under one condition
I miss our mutual friend's posts like crazy, but I have to thank him for you and I coming into contact in LJ!

You are so beautiful and so filled with life. You're open minded, you judge no one, plus you have this great big heart of gold, and I admire you so very much for being so strong!

You've asked me never to change, and I won't under one condition, that you never change, either!!
Re: I won't under one condition - dumpsterdiva - Nov. 14th, 2007 10:59 pm (UTC) - Expand
Nov. 13th, 2007 11:23 pm (UTC)
Wonderful picture, I hope we will see more of your trip to the lake. I agree with DumpsterDiva, (who looks wonderful in her picture) Please never ever change. We love you just the way you are.
Nov. 14th, 2007 06:44 pm (UTC)
Thanks Daddy. I don't believe I'll ever change, so you're gonna have to put up with me for a very long time! :o)

DumpsterDiva is a gorgeous doll who always looks hot, and what makes her even more special is the fact that she has a heart of gold!
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Nov. 14th, 2007 11:13 pm (UTC)
I took my nephew to Hooters once when I visited the states. He was obsessed with the place, only 14, and his mum had the impression that it debased women. His father kept promising to take him but did not have the time.

My daughter had been for the wings many a time but finally asked me to take him along. I really don't see what the fuss is about. I wear much less when I run into the grocery in my bikini on the way to the beach. Or stand outside pumping petrol.

After our trip, he agreed that the girls were cute, friendly when they came and sat at our table for a chat, and the wings were "awesome" He also quit obsessing over the place after that.

That is so idiotic that the charity would not take their money. I can believe it though. I have seen many sources, but in the one I included in this response, about halfway through the third paragraph, it states that 96% of paper money circulating in 10 American cities had traces of cocaine on it.


What a bunch of hypocrites!

Nov. 13th, 2007 11:51 pm (UTC)
Well... I feel that you are a wonderful person for doing what you do...

Ultimately, you take interest in the people you meet and you help when you can. And every forgotten person you care about is a little less forgotten, and that is a wonderful gift for them...
Nov. 14th, 2007 06:52 pm (UTC)
We all have one thing in common, and that's that we all need a little attention, at least one person who really cares, and a lot of big hugs!

(no subject) - ayoub - Nov. 14th, 2007 07:41 pm (UTC) - Expand
Nov. 13th, 2007 11:52 pm (UTC)
First off, the picture adds another piece to the puzzle of what you look like. It has become quite obvious tha you are one beautiful woman.

OK, I'm lost, where are all these photos you keep referencing.

You know it doesn't bother me that you have one or more adult sites. I have not been to them except once to try to find more photo of you but it is confusing.

And I still think you are a very fantastic person.

Nov. 14th, 2007 04:40 am (UTC)
a real treat
Thanks for the compliment Sweety Pie!

The pics I keep referring to will soon be posted, and will prove to be a real treat for all of you!

I think you’re pretty fantastic, too!
Nov. 13th, 2007 11:54 pm (UTC)
I sent you some email.
Nov. 16th, 2007 07:28 pm (UTC)
I will reply soon!
Nov. 13th, 2007 11:55 pm (UTC)
I personally don't care about your websites, haven't visited either just because I am too lazy to research where they are. The websites are a job, just like any other job out there. it generates revenue to help sustain you, it's legal, and it doesn't hurt anyone, so there is nothing wrong with it in my mind.

If people have a problem with it, have them look at what they do for a living. How many people got laid off when these people took their job, how many families went hungry because it was cheaper to hire them then keep the previous person or persons in that position. Yers is the only job that hasn't hurt anyone.
Nov. 14th, 2007 07:07 pm (UTC)
I'll never understand why
Thank you astixas, for seeing things as they truly are when it comes to adult entertainment.

My internet life is totally seperated from my secret internet life. In my real world, I'm just like every other woman who works full time in a job that couldn't be more respectable, but doesn't pay half the amount I make on the web.

In my internet life, I'm totally alone. There's no one there who touches me, which is as safe as can be, both for myself and my viewers.

I'll never understand why some pay to see things on webcams, because it's all so very silly, and a waste of their money!
Nov. 13th, 2007 11:57 pm (UTC)
Didja know, though, that one of my favorite songs evah is called "Playgirl"? It's by a Liverpool band called Ladytron. You should check it out! Ta and have a lovely rest of your day!
Nov. 14th, 2007 04:17 am (UTC)
It's one of my favorites also. So much so I have the lyrics in my website! :o)

Nov. 14th, 2007 12:39 am (UTC)
I don't understand anybody coming down on you. You do what you do because you believe in it. For the record, I'm not so sure that God looks down upon consensual adult endeavors that don't harm anybody.
Nov. 18th, 2007 05:06 pm (UTC)
Thank you for being so open-minded!
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