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Sep. 8th, 2006

Dad is still at the doctor's office. I decided not to go with him, because I just can't handle the stress of waiting outside for his results. Dad won't let me enter with him when he sees the doctor, because I loathe that asshole of a doctor, and will never be able to hold my tongue and express these feelings to him, and dad knows my temper, and has forbidden me to enter with him.

I had the appointment with the vet today, but had to call and postpone it, because Grandpa and I weren't able to catch that damn female cat. Grandpa put on his gloves and grabbed her, but she behaved in a totally wild manner, and scratched and bit him terribly!!

She would not enter the trapper that I HAD to buy, because the Humane Society has only a couple of them for the masses of people to try and catch stray animals. I will NEVER, EVER, donate one penny to them, EVER AGAIN!! How dare they call themselves the Humane Society, when they don't give a damn for stray animals? Here I have to pay to have them spayed and neutered, and they can't even provided the trappers!! How dare they call themselves Humane?!

I'm in a terrible mood. I'm so stressed out. It's so hard for me to even (breathe? breath?). Couldn't sleep last night. The only good thing in my life right now is my beloved boss, who is so compassionate with me, and insists to stay with me at the hospital on Monday. I won't be going into work for the next entire week so I can care for my Dad at home.

Lolly, Norma and Glory have been coming over to my house a lot, trying to build up my spirits. How I love them all.

I'll continue watching Youtube, because I absolutely love it, and I've become just as addicted to it as my darling LJ friend, [info]inspectorjury.

I must keep my mind occupied. I want this month over with as soon as possible, but then, I'm dreading November because one of my brother's will be sent to Iraq. It seems I'm wishing my life away more and more, as time goes by.

Since my other brother and I were able to retrieve everything when my computer crashed a while ago, I'll be posting what I had for my LJ friends, on the topic of prostrat cancer. I will also be posting about breast cancer, because I suddenly have (an acquaintance of mine) a reason to do so. I will do this because I love you so much LJ friend's, and I don't want you to go through what my poor dad has!!

Another thing, I'm having incredible problems with my LJ. I have Roadrunner, which allows web pages to download within one second. All the web pages I surf on the net, download instantly, but not so with my Live Journal. It takes approximately 60 seconds to download each page. WHY? WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT THIS? WHERE DO I GO FOR HELP? IS ANYBODY ELSE EXPERIENCING PROBLEMS WITH THEIR LIVE JOURNAL?

This problem started about 3 weeks ago.


( 48 comments — Leave a comment )
Sep. 8th, 2006 05:40 pm (UTC)
sadly you can only go as fast as the server of the page you are looking at and the middle man hubs you go through to get there. In the case of your friends' page. You have to deal with multiple page servers.
Sep. 8th, 2006 07:03 pm (UTC)
What the heck-ous goes on here?
But I only have this problem with MY LJ.

I can surf other LJ's, and the entire cyber-world without a problem. It's just MY LJ that's sloooooow!

And now I've notice I get this a lot, when I'm trying to reply:

Error running style: Style code didn't finish running in a timely fashion. Possible causes:
Infinite loop in style or layer

Database busy
Sep. 8th, 2006 05:43 pm (UTC)
Holds You tight!
Love You Sunshine
Sep. 8th, 2006 06:48 pm (UTC)
Thank you.
Love you, too, Sweety Pie!
Sep. 8th, 2006 09:17 pm (UTC)
you know I have been having a lot of trouble with lj too it wont let me post some of my posts and I am not getting all of my emails telling when someone has replied to my comments or posts I sent them email and they said the they are making a lot of changes and there working out all the bugs so I have been grating my teeth hope they get it all fixed fast this almost as bad as Myspace, you know I think that this has a lot to do with that is spy button they put up on our lj the one that looks like a tack it let's someone track us now why do we need that? You know I all most feel like quiting lj over this I don't wont anyone tracking my comments what I say is between me and my friends!
you know this kind of creeps me out
sorry about the long rant :)
Sep. 8th, 2006 06:05 pm (UTC)
Same problem here.I haven't found any solution.All the other pages download fast except LJ's
Sep. 8th, 2006 06:55 pm (UTC)
So I'm not the only one.
So I'm not the only one.

How aggravating! I actually count up to 60 seconds, before LJ actually goes to another LJ page, to download. I don't seem to have the problem when surfing other LJ's, ONLY mine!

And yes, every single web pages throughout the web, download within ONE second!

We MUST find a solution, 'cause this is for the birds!
Sep. 8th, 2006 06:18 pm (UTC)
Animo que todo saldra muy bien. Es uno de esos dias que el estres lastima pero no mata.
En cuanto a LJ yo supongo que hubo un cambio en sus servers, desde hace 2 semanas en forma inesperada me cierra la pagina cuanto trato de escribir un comentario...
Sep. 8th, 2006 06:47 pm (UTC)
Mi alma esta destrozado y estoy consumida con mucho miedo por mi papi. Ya son muchas horas. No entiendo porqué no me ha llamado!

Ya perdi mi mama el año pasado. Para mí fuera una cosa imposible para soportar, perder mi papa, también.

Gracias amigo lindo.
Sep. 8th, 2006 06:24 pm (UTC)
YouTube is great, but have you been by Yahoo! Answers yet?
Sep. 8th, 2006 07:09 pm (UTC)
I had no idea that existed. Have you joined?
Sep. 8th, 2006 08:35 pm (UTC)
Yep, ctuck22. I have 188 points and 2 of my answers have been selected as Best Answers.
Sep. 8th, 2006 06:48 pm (UTC)
One nitpicky thing
the topic of prostrate cancer.

This is a common typo. It's actually a prostate gland. Prostrate means to be lying flat on the ground.
Sep. 8th, 2006 06:52 pm (UTC)
Re: One nitpicky thing
Thanks Ms. B. I've corrected it.

Now, what the hell is this thing of BREATHE, and BREATH?

I'm so confused!
Sep. 8th, 2006 06:53 pm (UTC)
Re: One nitpicky thing
Breath is a noun and breathe is a verb. We breathe when we take a breath.
Sep. 8th, 2006 06:59 pm (UTC)
Re: One nitpicky thing
Now I see! Thanks! :o)
Sep. 8th, 2006 07:08 pm (UTC)
Re: One nitpicky thing
No problem.
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Sep. 8th, 2006 08:34 pm (UTC)
Re: One nitpicky thing
I feel the words, and I feel the feelings, too, but I have such a hard time expressing what's deep down in my soul, through these things called words.
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Sep. 8th, 2006 09:28 pm (UTC)
Re: One nitpicky thing
Have you perchance noticed that no one is "taking playgirl away" for "expressing her feelings"...? What does that say about your theory?
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Re: One nitpicky thing - en_no_gyoja - Sep. 8th, 2006 09:32 pm (UTC) - Expand
Re: One nitpicky thing - moon_shine3 - Sep. 8th, 2006 10:38 pm (UTC) - Expand
Re: One nitpicky thing - en_no_gyoja - Sep. 8th, 2006 10:42 pm (UTC) - Expand
Re: One nitpicky thing - moon_shine3 - Sep. 8th, 2006 10:47 pm (UTC) - Expand
Re: One nitpicky thing - en_no_gyoja - Sep. 8th, 2006 11:02 pm (UTC) - Expand
Sep. 8th, 2006 07:43 pm (UTC)
I truly hope everything is OK concerning your Dad. Please let us know how things turn out.

I know you have a lot of stress and pressure right now. But step back and take a deep breath. Go do something special for yourself. Things will work out somehow.

You are loved very much. Any time you need/want to talk or rant, I am and others are here for you.

Love you!!!! *hugs*
Sep. 8th, 2006 08:37 pm (UTC)
Thank you my dearest friend. I still have no word from dad. I'm very angry at him. He could at least call me to let me know what's going on.

I forgot to give him my cell phone. He refuses to own one. He's so stubborn at times!

I'll let you know how it came out, just as soon as I find out.
Love you!
Sep. 8th, 2006 09:47 pm (UTC)
I am so sorry that you are feeling bad, would love to just hold you for a bit and make it all go away. I send my hugs to you and all my prayers, maybe knowing of all the Love that is being sent your way will help just a tad.

We all love you bunches little one..
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Sep. 9th, 2006 07:28 pm (UTC)
What is up with that?

Wishing random violence on yet another stranger...? Any particular reason, or just hating the world?

Show this stuff to your psychiatrist. I dare ya.
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Sep. 9th, 2006 06:46 pm (UTC)
OMG! Thank you for this picture. How did you ever find it!
Sep. 9th, 2006 06:48 pm (UTC)
Thank you my dearest man! I'm feeling on top of the world today, 'cause Dad's PSA came out great! Won't have to worry again until February of next year.
Love you!
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Sep. 8th, 2006 10:41 pm (UTC)
can I ask you what is all the fighting with en_no_gyoja about?
and I asked him too! why don't you fight on each others journals?
just wondering
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Sep. 9th, 2006 01:23 am (UTC)
ya I like it too thanks!
Sep. 8th, 2006 11:05 pm (UTC)
Like I said, he's a lunatic. He has no idea why he does the things he does, he's just driven by his irrational impulses.
Sep. 9th, 2006 01:21 am (UTC)
Ya but why say any thing he wont change look at the things he just said to daddy playgirl has a lot to deal with right now and if I was her I would just block him. I had to do that to this woman that just kept stalking me,
she even sent emails to some of my friends and she would friend my friends to see what I was saying. I just learned too just say nothing and just let them rant. and in the end it is up to playgirl, to decide what she wont's to do about him it is her lj after all but thanks for telling me and it is up to you if you wont to keep this up I know I don't have the time too. so keep it real.
Sep. 8th, 2006 11:04 pm (UTC)
Explain to us why you lack the spine to do anything about it, halfwit.
Sep. 9th, 2006 12:58 am (UTC)
I hope your father is doing well.
Sep. 9th, 2006 06:45 pm (UTC)
Thank you my friend!
The PSA blood test came out well.
His cancer is still contained!
I'm so happy!
Sep. 9th, 2006 03:33 pm (UTC)
Hey now, i hope things get better for you real soon, especially with your dad.

All my love...
Sep. 9th, 2006 06:43 pm (UTC)
They have, and I'm soooo happy!
Sep. 10th, 2006 03:44 pm (UTC)
Sep. 13th, 2006 05:06 am (UTC)
Huggy's back Sweety Pie!
Sep. 13th, 2006 05:59 am (UTC)
Sep. 11th, 2006 02:18 am (UTC)
and dad knows my temper,

Ah, temper. Nasty thing, that. I've been trying to work on mine for quite a while, resorting to methods I never thought I'd use (all legal, I assure you). Not that anger is a bad thing in and of itself, but its proper use and management becomes more difficult the worse your temperment.
Sep. 13th, 2006 05:02 am (UTC)
I believe having a temper keeps people from walking all over you.

I'm truly as docile as they come, but when someone tries to use me as the but of their joke, or is extremely rude with me, or hits my body because of negligence, I react!

Sep. 11th, 2006 02:20 pm (UTC)
I am on Roadrunner and have the same problem. But I have noticed it is more a problem in peak use hours than at other times.
Sep. 13th, 2006 05:05 am (UTC)
so aggravating
Did you notice the change since about 3 weeks ago?

This so aggravating, because it takes me forever to interact with LJ friends! By the time the page downloads, I've forgotten what I was going to write!!
Sep. 13th, 2006 12:40 pm (UTC)
Re: so aggravating
It has been doing that to me for a while longer. But it is a problem that only shows up once in a while. I think you should have a Time Warner tech come out and check things out.
Sep. 14th, 2006 10:16 am (UTC)
Animal lovers, military service, and Anna Nicole...
can we get some peace, here?

I am on your blog, girl, because I like what is being said!

My son is 18 now - old enough to be sent overseas to die for this ridiculous crap.

This is Vietnam, all over again. Our young people and others get chewed up, and for what? False declarations of weapons that aren't there...all about petroleum products. Unpopular President of the United States played his trump card.


This shit has been happening for YEARS...it has been going on all over the world.

When does it end?

When we run out of 1)poor kids trying to educate themselves and make a decent living, and 2) people who couldn't otherwise afford any kind of college, in today's hyperinflated economy?

Make no mistake, and PAY ATTENTION:

The privileged do NOT make up the bulk of the military might of the US.


Not due to lack of patriotism - but because they could avoid the whole thing. But, many moneyed and titled people still enlisted, and served their country well. They are the exceptions.


The bulk of our volunteer military is based upon poor Americans of all races and backgrounds.


Poor people are just as passionate and just as smart as anyone else...and they'll fight to the death to prove a point!!!!!
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