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Aug. 6th, 2006

All I have left of my mom is the ONE picture I had made of her dead in her coffin which is on my night stand, next to my bed. All of her other pictures have been lost.

Murphy’s Law is attacking me from every angle. My dad, the crash, and now my baby Mickey, and the love of my life are very sick. The vet I usually go to is closed because it’s Sunday. My boss is coming over to pick us up, to take him to the emergency vet hospital on the northeast part of town.

I MUST wallow in self pity here in my LJ, in order to survive!

One of my brothers is flying in from California next weekend. I need him desperately! I have no one else. My blood sugar has gone totally out of whack. I must control myself.

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daddy
Aug. 6th, 2006 07:11 pm (UTC)
Prayers are being offered for you and I am lighting a candle and a stick of insense. May the four winds carry my prayers to Him and He grant you peace and his angels watch over you and yours.

I have worked with Murphy for years, Ill ask him to lay off.
playgirl
Aug. 9th, 2006 11:45 pm (UTC)
Thank you, you have no idea how you've touched me.

I can't seem to stop this terrible pain by losing my little Mickey. I am in so much pain, I can barely stand it.
Love you.
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playgirl
Aug. 9th, 2006 11:50 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much, I do so appreciate it.

I hope you start eating the way your suppose to, and stop drinking anything that contains sugar. I've seen with my own eyes, the horrors of people going through amputations. Please eat as you should.

I try to eat right, but with all this stress I've been going through, and especially losing my little dog who meant the world to me, has my sugar doing bad things.

Today after tomorrow, I will be stress even more, because that's the day my Dad goes to see how his stomach is doing, and on the 17, we'll find out if the Cancer has spread.

Hugs Sweet Stuff!
ctuck
Aug. 6th, 2006 07:17 pm (UTC)
I've had tons of computers crash on me, and have had cusomers go bonkers over lost dataI know how you're feeling.

And I have to ask... have you tried recovery? What type of crash or failure was this? It should be recoverable from the hard drive, atleast something can be.
playgirl
Aug. 9th, 2006 11:53 pm (UTC)
Yes, having my computer crash was most devestating, because I have a business and there were countless files that were lost. Hopefully, my brother and I will be able to retrieve some stuff. I may have a backup around here, but I just can't find it. Lets see what happens.

Thank you Sweety Pie!
dlanor
Aug. 6th, 2006 07:20 pm (UTC)
Take it easy it always seems darkest before the dawn.

My prayers are with you this day.
playgirl
Aug. 9th, 2006 11:54 pm (UTC)
I hope I start seeing the light again.
Thank you my dearest friend!
darkphoenixrisn
Aug. 6th, 2006 07:50 pm (UTC)
*hugs*
playgirl
Aug. 9th, 2006 11:55 pm (UTC)
Thank you Sweety!
pggmilltn
Aug. 6th, 2006 07:58 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry that you're having a rough week. Please take care.
playgirl
Aug. 9th, 2006 11:56 pm (UTC)
Thank you Sweety!
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playgirl
Aug. 16th, 2006 06:40 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry, Sweet Stuff, but I hadn't replied to your comment earlier, because I didn't have my email working to let me know you had made this comment.

Things seem to be getting better. The only thing left to go through is tomorrow, when my Dad gets the results from his PSA test to see how the Cancer is going, and next month when he gets his operation.

Thank you!
shadowy_poet
Aug. 6th, 2006 09:59 pm (UTC)
*HUGS*

Do not worry too much about your blood sugar. With all the stress you are under it is not surprising it has gone totally out of whack. Stress causes your blood sugar to mess up, so do not let the fact that your blood sugar is messed up cause you even more stress. Just deal with your other sources of stress and try to keep your sugar under control as best you can. As long as your sugar does not get so high or low that you are in danger, do not worry about it too much.
playgirl
Aug. 10th, 2006 12:06 am (UTC)
I'm trying very hard to control it, but now with the death of my baby Mickey, I don't know.

I especially want the month of August to go by as fast as possible. I know that I'll be fine after it ends.

Thank you my friend, I really appreciate and value your friendship!
weathermanphil
Aug. 6th, 2006 10:54 pm (UTC)
aww, i'm sorry to hear about your crash.
i wish there was something i can do to help. =)
playgirl
Aug. 10th, 2006 12:01 am (UTC)
Thank you dearest of the dear! I appreciate it!
hajiomatic
Aug. 7th, 2006 04:59 am (UTC)
MUST DO
1) Take care of yourself FIRST. Get your blood sugar under control. If you go out you are of NO USE to anyone else who depends on you.
2) Data was good but not essential. You still have your memories
3) Be thankful you have a brother who will help. Some people don't have anyone to turn to in a crisis.

Take it one day at a time.....
playgirl
Aug. 10th, 2006 12:00 am (UTC)
Re: MUST DO
I haven't been able to control my sugar, so my doctor gave me a prescription to go get my blood checked. I'll do that next week.

Yes, I do have my memories. I hope they stay in my head for the rest of my life. I'm having a very hard time accepting the death of my little dog. I can't get rid of this terrible sadness in my heart.

And yes, I can hardly wait for my brother to fly in. I never thought I'd need another human-being as I do now.

Thank you my dearest friend, and I'm also counting the days for you to be reunited again with your loved ones!
davev1968
Aug. 7th, 2006 11:43 pm (UTC)
If you want, I can take a look at your computer hard drive. I do tech for a living. You never know what can be done.
(Anonymous)
Aug. 8th, 2006 07:19 pm (UTC)
You'll be OK
As for Mickey, I'm very much saddened to hear that he passed away so suddenly but I'm also certain he lived a very happy life with you. You'll be OK...or at least I hope you will be.

Please don't stress so much, I do believe that you will have your computer drive's contents restored--there are methods in doing this and I'm sure that it will be done soon.

We all go through terrible problems at one point or another. Just think of all those inocent people throughout the world who have nothing to do with wars yet they lose everything from one moment to the next in say a bombing attack, a flood, earthquake, or accident. Some of these survivors lose their entire family, home, etc...

Life is difficult and we have to realize that at some point we must go through some very difficult times, with sadly more difficulties to come for sure.

Take care and I hope your brother will be able to help you with some of those problems.
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